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7/30/2008
noone but me from URL @ 10:15 PM
I think that thinking about the future is scary. Im lucky im still young. To everyone making decisions, well, go with the heart; that's gonna get you the furthest and happiest. No decision you make will be the wrong one cos at the end of it all, life always works out, just sometimes not in the way you expect it to. & yesterday was a nice day after all :) Hmmm. for some reason i cant explain, 7/29/2008 noone but me from URL @ 9:29 AM POSTTHREE. Well, im at school in the com lab cos im ponning lit lecture. adlin's next to me watching mcfly videos & im at zarifah's blog again listening to 'lost' over and over, haha. im preettyyyy sleepy & i've decided to give up on my ki assignment. dont quite understand all the stupid scienceshit so yeah. & i think i really put in quite a lot of effort to try understand, oh well. whatever. today feels like a long week. im semi-looking forward to tmr cos i want to attend the saf scholarship talk. im dreading thursday cos i have maths remedial with LBA. & how i HA*E him. I've never shown attitude to any teacher in my life before and he would be number 1. (okay maybe i have la, but in vj he's the first.) we had some talk just now and i learnt that in vj 50%++ of the science kids get almost perfect scores for their As. no, instead of thinking that i should have taken science i thought that thank god im not someone to chase grades. i'd rather get a b for history and have enjoyed learning the subject than an a for chem (like that's ever gna happen) & hate my 2 years studying it. whateverrr. i want to eat kinder bueno. i miss friends. i thank god that i have a few of my 4i cmates around at vj. it makes me feel so happy whenever i see like sus, marly or sher around. like i love hugging marly, pulling sus's hair, shouting "loser!" at sher, going "syikinnnnnnn!" or prodding nicole in the stomach as we walk past. & it feels like shit when you see people around you upset and you dont know what to do about it. like nothing you can say will make it right & everything you say will make it wrong. & especially when its written all over their faces. the eyes, you can never hide anything when you look someone in the eye. getting a F as a friend is worse than getting a U for maths. or a F for a paper i've studied, btw. goodness listen to me, i compare everything to grades. whatever laaaaa. & what i'd give for those good old days you know? especially all those carefree days. hanging around in 4i talking, sitting around the round tables with delta, lepaking with soldier gang and whatnots. i miss the day adlin and i were so bored we started throwing stones at each other just to kill time. ohwelll, SUMO huh. SUMOSUMOSUMO. im not in a bad mood actually, haha. i think im in a good mood, im just thinking a lot. and realllly sleepy. okay i shall get down to doing somework now. i really want to eat kinder bueno. brick walls are only there to stop those who don't want what they want enough. im a bulldozer, yo. no better or no worse.
noone but me from URL @ 2:14 AM POSTTWO. im still doing my ki assignment, dammit. i can barely understand what the hell im reading, really. which effectively means that i cannot process it and hence cannot write about it. oh whatever. i refuse to give up though, im changing! & if im going to go to school, i bloodyhell better have done my homework. so yeah, sleeeeepy! but im surviving! aha! :D im gna die later, but i'll worry about that later. you might be a big fish in a little pond. doesnt mean you won, cos along may come a bigger one.
noone but me from URL @ 12:49 AM POSTONE. im doing my ki assignment and its taking me long enough. im quite upset that the nike human race registration has ended, im sorrrryyyy! ): i really dont want to go to school today; i think i shall just pon ct and lit lecture & go sleep in the shiok library sofas (whooptidoo!) :D i cant believe we have extra work to do for maths remedial, dammit. okay yeah, its allllll about meeeeee. (not rice). i dont wanna know that you know. 7/28/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:47 PM Red lips are not so red As the stained stones kissed by the English dead. Im at school and im freaking sleepy ): Im actually anticipating math tutorial cos i've done my work (&its only 1 period!) but im dreading the 4periods of lit, cos yeah, fourfreakingperiodssssss is madness. ): Hopefully there's no pw after. Susannah is such a loser that when she was looking out for BVA she actually walked into a pillar, hahaha! I dont know how you can still claim that you're coool, delusionalllll! & Adlin. Good to have you back, friend! (plsbeanicerfriendthoughkk) I wanted to pon school tomorrow but adlin just had to rub it in on how im supposed to be changing and all. Grahhhh. I havent ponned school this whole term okay! & its week 5 alreadyyyy! Zomg. It used to be once a week okay! Its, AMAAAAZZZINGGGGG! Hahaha okay wth. & anw, yesterday nurin & i went to ambush chimpanzee after her religious class, HAHAHAHA! It was damn funny but awwww! so cantikcantikkkkkkkk! :D (uh ya forgot to shout this yest but, SURPRISE! AHAHHA. PPG will always kick your asssss!) Okay i have math now, gooodbye. Weep, you may weep, for you may touch them not.
noone but me from URL @ 1:21 AM  THIS IS MY PANDI GANG WHO CAN KICK 'ACT COOL' PEOPLE'S ASSES (coughsyimahzarifahahweicough) ANYDAY ANYTIME ALL THE WAY TO TIMBAKTUUUUUUU!HAHHHH! Syimaholmesssss you watch out with a big magnifying glass i tell you.
noone but me from URL @ 1:09 AM  presenting to you! THE COOL GANG! whahahahahahahahz!!!!SYIMAHOLMES ZAZ POSSIBLE AND ANDDDDDD AH WEIIIIII!!! SWEET DREAMS SINGAPORE! SARAHJ I NVR ABUSE UR BLOG NYAHAHAHZ! 7/27/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:57 PM  SALUTES TO SYIMAHOLMES YAW!!! *CLAP* SYIMAHOLMES IN THE HOUSE WHAHAHAZ! K nevermind.... ohh wells sarahj is busy on the phone with rupini so I blogged on behalf of her cos shes busy studying So two PPGs gt abit of war BUT THE CHIEF OF THE PPG's not there and all of US MISS HER! whahahaz But never mind is she dont believe tmr if the bird shits it will drop directly in front of me whahahaz! So to ADLIN i heard you got ROCK CLIMBING competition..GOOD JOB GOOD JOB! sarah j and nurin were ACTING AS IF THEY JUST FINISH CLIMBING whahahahz! *bang head* ehh adlin if you climbing again you can always call my COOL gang to collect for you good rocks yea! ADLIN YOU RAWK ! RAWKKKKK! for those of you who dont noe me IM A TRUE CEDARIAN whahahahahahahahahz! AS WHAT ZAZ my cool teammate said "ones a cedar always a cedarian" whahahahz! who supports tag there ok ! thank you - woah confirm throwing papers and bottles ! hahahahahz! oHHHHH...ehhh ehhh B C D E F G... i gt something to tell yall we saw a purr purr colour flower ! WHAHAHAHZ ! i noe i very sweet right sarahj - OMG PLEASE LA ! whahahahahaz! RUPINIIIIIIIIIIIII I MISS YOU 492759874574573257 DONT BELIEVE NVM AR ! Ohkae sarahj says she like justin HEHEHEHEHEHEH! 7/26/2008 noone but me from URL @ 4:58 PM Im eating 1 egg & 1 cheese roti prata and it reminds me of jalan kayu. I've finished my intl hist essay! :D 4 more seasn hist essays to go, dammit. Anyway im going to church now, baaaaaahbaaaiiiiiii!
noone but me from URL @ 1:02 PM Funfact. Did you know that there are more stars in the universe than grains of sand on earth? Imagine counting the number of grains of sand in a bucket, then think about the Sahara Desert. Outerspace must be absolutely lovely! :) I've just done my filing. Mugging for promos, HERE I COME! (if this is what saturdays without ndp are going to be like, it suckssssssss.) hold up! 7/25/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:35 PM TIME FLIES LIKE FRUIT FLIES.  Delta dearests! It has been a whole year. On this exact date one year ago we passed out of our NCC life. One year seems so freaking long ago, but our POP doesnt feel a single day old. I can still remember our bersurai. "hfsdgfudpridefjdandidfsdgloryhjsfhkd, DELTA!" Hahaha, we all burst out laughing after we shouted delta cos that was the only word that came out solid. I can still remember last last year too, 08082006 when ya'll were taking the 14 steps i looked up at the clocktower & noted the time. Ohhhmyyygooodnessss, where did all this time go, sheeeesh. Anyway, ya'll were my one in a million, once in a lifetime. I love you :) - Anyway today, zomg sth damn freaky happened! There was this freaking weirdo on the bus who kept staring at me till i looked at him & when i did, he would give me A SMOOOCHING FACE WITH THE YUCKY KISSING SOUNDS. I got so freaked out okayyy, gosh. Then! Thenthen he moved to the seat in front of me, peered at me through the gap btwn the seat & handrail thg & continued to make the damnfreakygross kissing face again. Right in my freakin face okay, ewwwwww. I was msging so i just looked down but zomg, damn scarryyyyy! Then he suddenly made this "sssssssssssssss" sound so i was thinking wth & when i looked up he was staring at my CHEST. YAH! MY ASSSSETSSSSSSSSSSS. & when he saw me looking he went "ooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhh". i tell you i was so freaking freaked out i didnt even dare to move, i just clutched my bag to my chest & pretended to sleep all the way to dhoby ghaut & rushed out. I TELLLLL YOU, FREAKYSHIT OKAY. Ohmygoodness, i was so scared i almost cried man. I was so freaking scared, ohmygooodness. First time i've been this scared since i dont know when. :/ stupid weirdo perv. - Was supposed to meet patricia today but i thought i'd end late & she had to rush back so we postponed. (nxtwknxtwk!) So i went to watch Black Knight, BATMAAANNNNN!, with adlin & suzy! Hotcooolcoool loooong movie mann! Had dinner with them & Rahul, dinner was funnny! Hahahaha. Long walk home :) &Yest we went to swensons for, desert. Haha, funnnyshit. We laughed so hard that icecream started streaming out of our noses & we all choked so badly, ahhaha. Yeah unglam, but whatever! Met chimpanzee again! :) Haha, but this time no ambush. & yeah, suzy is crazy! & uncoooool! mwahaha. Anywayyyyy, another week down, school today was a complete waste of time. There are rumours of replacing today's timetable on tues which makes me :D cos i'll end 2 hours earlier! :D & BLOOODYHELL NO NDP TMR! )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): thats the worst news ever okay, sheeesh. Okay, i've been playing David Cook's "always be my baby" for very long now, its such a lovely song! (Oh i was telling syimah tt i hope my wisdom tooth doesnt grow crooked so it wont hurt. Then she said "you give command la! Kekanan Lurus!" Best ah you, thanks mann.) Okay, i havent decided what to do tomorrow yet. Sigh. Ndp ): Its precisely cos we're humans that we face the problems we face; & its precisely cos its the truth that it hurts the way it does. Its life aint it? kkkkk, byeeeeeee! you'll always be a part of me, im part of you indefinately.
7/23/2008 noone but me from URL @ 10:01 PM ZOMGGGGGG, I HAVE A FREAKIN WISDOM TOOTH GROWINGGGGG! A WISDOM TOOOOOOOOOOTH! ): OMG, I KNOW I AM LIKE SUPER WISE AND ALL, HEH, BUT WHY A FREAKIN WISDOM TOOOOOOOOOOOOTH?!!!!! I DONT MIND A WISDOM BRAIN OR STH, BUT WISDOM TOOOOOOOTH! I DONT WAAAAAAAAANTTTTTT ZOMGGGGGGG. ): my mom says once it starts hurting i'll have to get it extracted. now it hurts only when i apply pressure, but omggggggggg havent ya'll heard people's horrible 'extraction of wisdom teeth' stories?!?!?? I DONT WAAAAANTTTT OMG. WISDOM TOOOOOOOOOOOOTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): SHITTTTTHEADSSSSSSSSSSS. WISDOM TOOTH YOU KNOW? WISDOM TOOTH! DAMMIT. wisdomtoooooooooooooooooooooth!): i am damn scaredddddddddddddd! ): 7/22/2008 noone but me from URL @ 10:25 PM  I want to go cycling at ecp again! Get chased by the stupid monkeys, sit on the breakwater and talk, take unglamshit photos like that, try to study whilst sharing oreocheesecake & then go home. i rmbr, dont you? we ponned titodou cos we wre supp to go for supernum course, haaaaha. Oh! I miss my spectacles & braces. Nurin, dont you miss your hair? HAHAHAHA! Anywayyyyyy! School ended early today cos KI tutorial lasted for 5/105 mins! :D Mr cook cancelled econs tutorial tmr, which means i end at 1.20! :D & Friday is prep for college day on sat, so its gna be a halfday. & Since there's only math & econs lecture (ew) im gna pon school & have the whole day offfff! :D HOLIDAAYYYYYYY! :D :D :D & Im quite used to my sucky timetable already, i just countdown to the end of each day and to fridays. Plus, suzy and adlin going obsessivegaagaaacrazyshit amuses me (sometimes) & spotting z makes me smileeeee :D Heeeeeh. & this is random, but perhaps not so- trusting someone takes a leap of faith, doesnt it? well, you cant jump, if you're afraid to fall. that much i know, but what would give you the courage to take that leap? I forgive, but forgetting doesnt come easy. Words spoken can be taken back with a sorry (hah.) but the damage inflicted? Sorry horr, sorry no cure lorrrz. everything you own in a box to the left 7/21/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:28 PM When someone goes "huh?", just take a freaking hint and shut the hell up. Today i agree that ignorance is bliss. fuck? Doesnt help that im angry at you cos the anger's really directed at myself. It was me all along then. Freakfreakfreak, i wish you hadnt opened your big fat bloody mouth. You're freakin old, couldnt you take a freakin hinttttttttt? Bloooodyhell. I didnt need to know dammmmmit ): I want to scream so damn loud into a glass jar and throw it down 15 floors, thats how angry i feel. My stupid heart is still hurting. Somehow i know this anger's gna evolve. The truth's there now sarah dear, lets see when you would like to take a look at it. Shuccckkksssssssss, sharksharksharks. unspoken words spoken, now what?happybirthday.i know you didnt want me to know too, but well, i cant say im sorry that im not stupid. truths always surface i guess. i blame me, btw. 7/20/2008 noone but me from URL @ 10:18 PM Two posts in a day, bagusss! 1) Adlin qualified for the rockclimbing finals! AISEYMANN ROCKER! You are zeee cicak yo! HAHA! Im extremely proud of you cmate! :) 2) Friday i met up with the tamil class gang! :D :D Namely suria rupini nish and narmo cos giri pandi and zaferin-buzy-girl were busy! (hey you two! hurrry meet up i havent seen ya'll in pandi years laaaa!) Walked around, sat outside marina sq and talked, then nish and suria left. Narmo rupini & i went to suntec, walked, then went back to marina sq sat and talked till 8+. I love being with these people you know? All the stupid rubbish they talk about makes me laugh till my stomach'll hurt. It makes me forget about all the worries in the world and just that moment is pure happiness. I love disturbing suria, irritating nish, messing narmo's hair & fighting with rupini. These Saints ah, the worst saints ever but the loveliest friends anyone could ever ask for :) EH, naan unngalai migavum kaadhalikiraen laaa! (& these assholes always love to bully me and laugh at my tamil.) :D 3) I was talking to nish online today, sarahj say it like you mean it; says: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH shit la nish i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ): You are so annoying. says: ): thats why you shd quit school and run away with me lets elope and you shall take care of me all my life haha note not i take care of you, YOU take care of me since you're taller hohoho sarahj say it like you mean it; says: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA omg i am so gna blog that! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HAHA! & THEN! You are so annoying. says: cheee noooooo i miss. sarahj say it like you mean it; says: i miss too. ): You are so annoying. says: HAIYER sarahj say it like you mean it; says: sigh You are so annoying. says: you shd have just asked me to be your gf know but rupini will be jealous. but nvm HAHA i still rmb you wanted to hold my hand in sec 3/4. and you did, HAHA. sarahj say it like you mean it; says: HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHHAHA i rmbr toooooo! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA You are so annoying. says: and i t was so grossly awkward you had those desires didnt you so sad. i nvr realisedHAHAHAHAHA okok joking Hahahahahaha, talking to her made me laugh like madmadmadddd. But really ah nish, what we talked about. I miss you so much my dear bully ): 4) Someone said:  Those felt right. People, place, spirit. I can so imagine the scene at cedar; tying saris early in the morning, late for morning assembly, going around "omg your ___ so niceeee!" & taking pictures every free moment, hahaha. First picture with 4i. Dont know who picked the Chinese garden and we were all squealing as we walked through the muddy grass with our freakin heels, hahaha. It was so damn hot and we all squinted at the camera. But every picture we took turned out lovely :) Second picture with part cs and specs. I miss my part cs quite a lot. I rmbr taking this picture with them. It was damn bloody hot & they were giggling non-stop. (Someone told me they cld see my bra or sth, tsk itchy eyes.) Plus! It was full strength :) We all looked so pwweeetyyyy. They'll be taking pictures with their cadets tmr. Time flies. I wish i could go back to cedar tmr, sit in one corner and just watch all that goes on. Come on vj, surprise me tomorrow. (talk abt jinx, rupini just msged me saying "tmr will be my first boring uniformed rhd".) You seee, haiii. You wouldnt know unless you're a cedarian. 6) WELLLLL. This has been superbly long. Another week of school. (i just sighed). GO GO POWER RANGERRRRS! :D everything is different now, can we stop the world from turning?
noone but me from URL @ 2:44 PM songs are my sweetest embrace. I drift, I burn, I fly When you sing lullabies I'm helpless, I'm yearning I'm like the putty in your hands I laugh, I dream, I cry When you take me on a roller coaster ride You see me through and through You see just who i am Just take my hand and Save me from this place Heaven knows I'm falling For you, my sweet embrace Heaven Knows Heaven knows I've been waiting for you more song lyrics as i entertain myself whilst doing work. (yes im doing work :) 7/19/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:36 PM Look at any memories you've made. And if you believe in those memories, they will pull you back together. said kathleen. HELLO EVERYONE. I BELIEVE I BELIEVE I BELIEVE! I reallyreallyreallllllllly do! - Saturdays make me reallllly happy! Its one of the days that when i wake up, i start thinking "today is.... saturday! ndp ndp ndp!" then i'll hurry get out of bed to shower! :) I love spending these days with the rest & especially love it when we get cracked up laughing over the silliest things! & then when we meet up with reddy & jiahui, we just eat & lepak until the security uncle comes to chase us off. :D Well, 3 more weeks only ): Im reallllllly dreading the end you know, like reallly horribly terrribly vegetably badly. Zomg, i will have no motivation, NONE AT ALL, to last the whole week. Yucks, its gna suck like 101turboenginevacuumcleaner ): Okay but nvm, i shall enjoy them while they last! Today, xiaowei's mutthu curry cracked me up beeeg time, zarifah's bumble bee was like watching AFV (sg version) live, syimah's ahlian language was blooodyhelll funny, stress with shanisza was well, stressful & hilarious, rupini and fighting with her was damn funny & painful (stupid girl), nurin and all the raping, face squashing & fireworks excitement was HAHA, jim the policeman was botakkkkk, renhui was the irritating sister, suriana was icecream aunty, i bit reddy heh (sorrrrry la, didnt know!) & jiahui was the psp ahpek! (Hello to roy and lijie!) You know, its everyone being special in their own way that makes ndp special :) - Okay im damn tired so goooooodnighttttttt! (Btw, i absolutely love to help people play stress! :D & Btw Btw, my eyecandy makes me smile! HAHAHA! :D) & i dunno why, but i always go for people with the letter z. & people who wear braces! hahaha. cuuuute! heh. im getting over you, most of the time. 7/18/2008 noone but me from URL @ 2:21 AM YOOOO, I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I WANT, WHAT I REALLY REALLLY WANT! SO TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT, WHAT YOU REALLY REALLY WANT, I just finished making a little something, i know its not much but i hope you like it! Cicakkkkkk! :) Pe today was funnyshit! Haha. I got more tired laughing than by the soccer & captain's ball games. I like Pe, well with my class at least :) & I tried telling the 2 losers off today but to no avail; now they think im obsessed too, goodness. Honestly! Plus! gorilla ambushed & attacked chimpanzee's eyesight today, mwahaha! sweet success! :D Anyway, my cousin's discharged & my mom's back from sarawak! WHOOPTIDOOOO! :D & now i realise that it really wasnt my fault after all.thank god cos if it was, i wouldnt be able to live with myself. the pain i felt seeing her cry, gun shot through the heart yo. seems they have a new arrangement & well, both are happy so im happy too. not moving to ocean park anymore i guess. anw you seee, things always work out :) they always do. just that most times we never get them in the exact form that we wish them to come. come on mann, this is life, not heaven or something. so yeap, im glad that's settled :) (Star! Bucks soon k? Hahaha, wth!) TO BED! TGIF TGIF TGIF YO! :D I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA I WANNA REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA ZIG-A-ZIG-AH. HAHA! dont tell me it doesnt matter, i'll tell you what matters. 7/16/2008 noone but me from URL @ 6:55 PM Meet my two loser friendzz!  SUZY AND ADLIN are 2 of the 27 wear-tie-to-school-everyday-for-1-week losers. They have no life, no better lines to say, no one better to obsess over, no one better to name themselves after & their act-cool but CMI strides suck like helll. They are so loser-ish that they have an imaginery rebel gang and they lead them using words like dude and sia, which so do not match. (Suzy will go, "lets go to the bathroom sia!" HAHA, like wth!) (This is our three-musketeers picture & as you can see im not very happy cos they named me anh. HAHA) Butttttttttttt! School without these two losers would be such a bore! They do the stupidest things (peep over the bookshop & do a starjump shouting boo only to scare the bookshop aunty, make music videos with ralph of the "im a barbie girl, in a barbie world" song, do animal-shadows during gp lessons & loadz of other nonsense) that make me laugh like mad :) Hahaha, I love my two loserzz! :D (Oh & today suzy rachel & i went to watch The Stranger & the movie was scary like helllll. Like realllllyy scary. But what i wanted to say was that- suzy bit my arm! SHE BIT MY ARM, with teeth marks & saliva and all! Ew.) btw, i got DUDEE. Coool or what? Go figure. I can't wait for Friday & Saturday. Pooooosiiitiiiiivittyyyyyyyyy! see that line, where we never should have crossed it. 7/15/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:52 PM My cousin got admitted into the hospital ): The doctors havent processed the scans and all to determine what's exactly wrong with her, but ohmygoodness. The pain she feels makes me feel for her reallly badly. Especially when she doesnt say a thing but silently writhes in bed with her face all cramped up. I cannot stand seeing people i love in pain; i feel so helpless. & Opposite her bed there was this noob of a nurse trying to put on drips for this woman who was around 50. All of a sudden blood started to ooze out of the drips-thing and the nurse started freaking out. My other cousin (who works at the hosp) & her boyf had to rush over to see what was wrong and they (who are not medical students or whatever shit) realised that the drips thing had not been unlocked, therefore the blood starting to ooze out. (after poking in the needle you're supposed to unlock it so that the drips can flow into the blood, and not the opp) It was freakin frightening okay, there was a pool of blood on the bed & the woman passed out. & it reminded me of * and i felt helpless all over again. I started shivering quite badly and no, i wasnt cold. I felt so horridly moodless. These are lives, you know. Actual people. Freak, i've been through quite a few deaths before but i don't know why im so worried now. Maybe not so death, but people? & something super freaky happened sunday night too. Sunday i had gone to visit my dad's friend whose dad had passed away. He was telling us that before his father passed away this clock he owned for 35 yrs just fell to the ground and broke. & exactly at 12 on the day he passed away the lights in his room went out. As would anyone, i just dismissed it with "ohh, quite scary. okay". & THEN. On sunday night i was reading in my mom's room when suddenly this picture of her just fell from the wall. just.like.that. couldn't be wind cos the windows and all were closed & i was using aircon. & omg i got so damn freaked out i rushed to the phone and started calling my mom overandoverandover who obviously didnt pick up cos she's in sarawak. i was honestly on the verge of tears until she called back much later saying that she was fine. ): i never used to believe in these kinda things, but dammit. I feel quite unsafe, insecure, whatever the word may be. At this point of time, very actually. Not just cos of the above mentioned thoughts, but others as well. I'll spare you though. But wellll, im not gna go around crying & shivering, so wth. I pray my cousin gets well soon. & my bro's running tmr in the natl track & field finals, as much as he pisses me off big time, i hope he does well. honey why you calling so late. 7/14/2008 noone but me from URL @ 1:07 AM Its one o freakin clock, ohmygoooodnesssss! NDP!  Colours make me smile :) Anyway, i really enjoy NDP days because its with people that i like :) (sounds so pri schoolish). But honestly, breaking away and spending the whole day! 8 am to 10+ pm with them is like whoooptidooo! :D &&&! I like helping people play stress! HAHAHA! :D TODAY!  Celebrated Reddy's & Hassan's bday at the padang! (Reminded me of ndp 05!) Again another day with nice people! Uhhh, well their share of chocolate cake was more on their faces & up their noses than anyth, haha. & whaat only, they became warrant mathy & major singam lookalikes! HAHA. I think birthdays are dangeroushit with these people mann, lucky mine's over. goooday! :D - I still have to complete my great ex essay plus find my article for eom plus i didn't do my maths tutorial nor prepare for james ho's lit lesson tmr. diediedieeeee. & I am completely dreading school next week cos my mom's not in town, we're gna be getting back all our papers(!) & i have simply no motivation. Like, blank. Don't get me wrong though. I've adapted to VJ already, pretty well too i think. I actually like it there, but zomg the lessons and the work. grahhhh. & i think im spending too much time with adlin cos yest i spent an hour watching mcfly videos and today i've been listening to "p.o.v" by mcfly on repeat. minus all the emo lyrics, i really like the way the song goes :) okay but anw, this is too much mcfly sheeeesh. & adlin! you only have 2 arms ah please. dont think you're an octopus okay. stoppit! okay. i could have typed a whole paragraph for lit in the time i used to blog but, yeah duh, since you're reading this, i didnt. i have a thousand things i'd like to say. fighting gets tiring, but. well yeah, but. HAVE A HAPPY WEEK YA'LL! :D E is for, very very, extraordinary. 7/11/2008 noone but me from URL @ 12:01 AM HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY MR REDDYYYY! :D  finally legal eh? wellll, you'll always be my tudong-bapok, hahaha. - My mom's out of town again but on a brighter note things on dad's side have picked up. Anyway mom out of town = tonnes more of housework :/ & i hate having to wake up waaay early in the morning to water the plans, walk and feed monty. Like helllooo, my sleep is precious?! Grahh. & my bro's having competitions now, so he has conveniently excused himself from housework. ): i cant even complain cos duh, i want him to win, so aiyaaa. i shall shuttup shutdown. Friday tomorrow. There's touchrug training, the need to return no1 and your starbucks offer! Haha, i think i know which i want but i'll see how it goes. :) - You know, sometimes you try so hard searching for certain truths and yet when you do find these out, suddenly you just don't want to know. Have you ever felt that way? But then you realise that its way too late to try look back and pretend it never happened, cos try as you may its always there; resounding over and over at the back of your mind. It kinda haunts you, you know? You think you're so smart, you play mr-act-like-its-nothing & then one day you realise that its eaten into you. Slowly & very very deep in. You kinda know its too late, but you really dont want to believe it, so what do you do? I carry on and pretend that there's nothing at all the matter. But the real question is, what am i supposed to do? kinda sucks when you go through yr phone & you realise there's no one you can call. Who knows, right? - & PSSST! I am going to change my url prettty soon! nurin's got hers already, i think i've kinda decided on mine, shall wait for rupini to decide then adious samigo. There's no point of a blog when your flow of thoughts is hindered by the fact that the world wide web is present to judge. Baaaaaahbyeeeeee. heads on a science apart 7/08/2008 noone but me from URL @ 11:22 AM Oh lovely day! :D t'was yesterday btw.  met up with my 4i lovelies :)  met up with these forever-lepaking people :) I have seasn hist lecture in approx 4 mins, so im gone! OH! BUT OH! during lit lecture today we were discussing rhymes. so harris went, "Brother Truckers, Mother _____". !!!! You fill in the blanks, you dont have to be no lit kid mann. He didnt say it, but zomg the whole lt burst out laughing! hahaha. ciaoooo` im ditching adlin-the-annoying at the comlab. i stay loyal. row row row your boat, gently down the stream. 7/06/2008 noone but me from URL @ 8:34 PM Guess whos back, back again! Sarah's back! Tell a friend! :D HAHA, okay lame shuttup. &&& A BEEEG THANK YOU TO SYIMAHOLMES for helping me to change my blogskin! (im a big time html idiot) Well quite a few stuffs have happened, uhh, a bit lazy to mention all of them, but in essence: MID YRS are over! okay, damn long ago and sucked like vacuum cleaner? but aha, i wasnt expecting anyth else cos i didnt quite study so. (psst: i got my first ever U in my entire life! :O!) SYFOC 2008! They say a picture speaks a thousand words, so i'll share with you a few for a few thousand words :]       Well, SYFOC 08 was simply awesome! :) Super proud of Parade Commander, NCC GOH Girls, NCC GOH Girls' contingent commanders and everyone else. The parade was, impeccable and definately unforgettable. Though a reserve, im glad i was a part of it! &&&& I MISSSSSS ): (Reminded me so much of syfoc 06; i can still see the hustle and bustle when i look over to the steps.) & NDP rehearsals! These have been wonderful cos its a whole day away from reality with lovely people! :)   Yeap these people + Jim & Suriana. & i always feel the goosebump-y pride whenever the chinook flies past with the national flag during the national anthem. Talk about, there's no place i'd rather be. Haha, welllll. Singapura, Oh singapura! :D 5 more rehearsals + the actual ndp. So fast okay! ): I have no idea what im gna do after ndp ends mann, sigh. but well, im enjoying it whilst it lasts :) TOMORROW! Im finally gna meet my 4i lovelies tmr! :D Like finallllyyyy!  I've missed these people sososososotong much, goodness. I even miss them individually! &&& i cant wait to catch up with all of them! Whooooptidooo! :D My perfect class. Im glad i had such a class at least once in my life, im not asking for more. The bezt things only come once, dont they? :) & i was talking to Marly online, Marli <> says: aiyah....let's not depress ourselves as if we're not growing horizontally enough HAHAHAHHAHAHA damn funny! okayokayyy, im gna go off now. I have a lot more to say, but i shall stop here cos im talking to neewinn the-hair-like-broomstick-girl on the phone and i cannot concentrateeeeee! & its 0007 on the 07 07 2008. Cooool :D ADIOUS SAMIGO! 11days. im getting immune to this too much for our own good. pictures of you, pictures of me remind us all of what we used to be.
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